Happy but not Happy

Cant believe that today is our 2 years anniv, I might say Happy 2 years anniv to you but somehow I don't feel any hapiness now. :'(

Let me breathe

Guess for now, i reeeeeeeaaaaally need a break or a day off to sleep (one day may be not enough too). Gosh, I only sleep 3 or 4 hours a day and always feel so sleepy at campus. And yet no relax time for this weekend geez. I just realize that for now I have 4 projects that has to be done by this month. Anihweiiii I want to tell you that for this semester I finally have  photography class (YIPPIE!). Thx to Ricky and ci Claudia to lend me your camera ;) here's some of my photo.

and this is my first task from my teacher, kitchen utensils using dof technique

Blur - Focus - Blur

Focus - Blur

Blur -Focus

Cute Babies

Who doesn't love kid? I really love kid and babies, with their innocent face and chubby cheeks. Here's the video of the cutes babies ever. :3

My Inspiration

Can't believe that it's almost end of september. I feel not too excited what's coming next, though it's a first day of the week, but so many things happened and I'm getting tired with the bad news. I feel like bad news has been my new friend now, and I'm getting used to it. I know I sound like some pessimistic it's so hard to be optimist in this such condition like this. Everybody said be patient,everything gonna pass. But honestly I'm sick with those words now. Okay I will stop lamented now, it  only make me feel worse. Well I just opened my FB's homepage and found that axioo just uploaded a new photo (fyi: Axioo is wedding photographer servicet, and it's really famous lately and it's my inspiration now)  Here are some of their best pictures.

Their Photo in Dubai

I really love this photo it's really cute.

Alice in Wonderland Theme

With theme Fashionably Romantic

What I love most abut their photo is the unique theme the tone of each pictures. Oh, I wish I can be a profesional photographer. You can see their complete albums here http://www.facebook.com/axioo. ;)

This song reflect what I feel now. :')

suddenly i got inspiration for writing. well, im gonna post about wedding dresses. fyi, gw gak ngebet nikah loooh. cma gw kpikiran aj bwt nge share wedding dresses yg udh gw pin" on pinterest.. haha.

it seems wedding dress yg gw suka it back less and with laces. hahaha.

Hmmm..

Haaaaaat ciaaaat! okeh udah lama banget kali ya gw gak ngeblog. hahaha. ya sebenernya sekarang juga gw gak tau sh pengen nulis apa. tpi tiba" pengen aja gituuuuuu ngbeblog. dri pada insom gw gak ada kerjaan gak bisa tidur dan gak tau hrs ngapain. hahaha. well, sbnrnya gw bgg sh mau nge post ap smpe skg. gw crita aj kli yaaa. hahaha. crita apa jga bgg gw skg doooohhh.. udh ah gw nge post gambar" pemandangan indah aja.

bagus kan?? doh kapan gila gw bsa k sana. hahaha.

mommy i need a REAL holiday!