OCTOBER...

Masih gak nyangka gimana hidup bisa berubah drastis banget hanya dengan hitungan hari. Like one day you get so happy up to the sky and the next day life knocks you down to deep deep bottom of the earth. :| and this is what I feel right now buried in the deep deep bottom of the earth. Rasanya udah desperate banget ngadepinnya. I don't understand why problems like to be around me. errrrr..

Well diawal oktober ini banyak banget kejadian mulai dari seneng sedih kayakny udah nyampur smua diublek ublek jadi satu. Kadang suka envy sendiri kl ngeliat temen-temen kayakny hidupnya mulus bangeeeet, happy-happy mulu kerjaannya. dan entah kenapa hidup gw rasany rumiiiiiiittttt banget.

But anyhow I still want to thank God for whatever condition I'm in I always surrounded by my lovely little family, papi, mami, mak, eagan. :)  I know we don't have a material to be proud of, but we have a love that can never be broken. 

aaaaand for someone who always be there for me almost every time, every minute, thank you so much for being a great bestfriend, hope you know that you mean a lot to me. :)

It's so weird when you cry without any reason. and you can't explain why are you feeling sad.

gloomy

I don't know why sometimes i feel so gloomy, just like today..

June 13

I feel like I'm drowning alone.
Cold & dying

God why ?

2012

less than 24 hours, 2012 is come to end, thanks to god for giving me such a wonderful year along 2012. lot of joy, tears and happines. I may say 2012 it's a bit tough year for me, but I believe God have a reasons behind this, and I hope can make me more mature and wise. here's some recap ;)

Cultural Night in Jogja for asia cancer survivor meeting and meet  a lot of new friends Sazkia, Sam, Kang and Jo. 22042012

making a lot of new friends. Artmax 6 Launching. 12052012  :)

active in campus organization 

meet my taekwondo besties after 7 years more not see! miss them so much! :*

having a great dinner with ARTMAX at cheesecake factory :)

help my friends as a model

   Visiting art gallery 

having a great dinner with my lovely little brother at pancious. We look like a couple! #oops

a successful surprise for him ;)

finnally able to bought this 

 got A for exam project

Well I'm sure 2012 is one of the great year in my life, and I'm ready to say hello for 2013. Goodbye 2012, thanks for being such a great year for me, and hello 2013 I'm ready!! ;)

Bestfriend

OMG this video reminds me of my childhood bestfriend, Kenny. I wonder if he still remember me or not.